Current mood:	calm
Current music:	tiger mountain peasant song - fleet foxes
Entry tags:	life

may.
I can't believe it's May already. My God, how the time has flown by.

I don't really know what to update with right now, to be honest, but I just felt like writing something. So I guess I'll make a list of all the things I've learned so far this year:

- Homework is more fun when you're talking to friends and you take short breaks in between.
- I really don't trust that many people at all, and I trust nobody 100%. Because whenever I do end up trusting someone that much, they always go and fuck it up. ALWAYS.
- I blame myself for too many things. Things that probably aren't even my fault.
- I'm addicted to coffee.
- History can always repeat itself, no matter if I think it can't.
- I read too much into things.
- Looking at things with overly high hopes is not really a good thing. It usually always disappoints.
- However, being optimistic is always a good thing.
- I think the above two together make sense.
- I'm hot and I'm cold, I'm yes and I'm no, I'm in and I'm out, I'm up and I'm down...
- Just because people are in college doesn't automatically make them smart. In fact, a lot of them are pretty damn stupid.
- Despite all the whiny, depressing shit I just posted, this is actually one of my better years. Things have changed. I'VE changed. That makes me really happy.
- You can never play Super Smash Bros. Melee too much.
- Indie has become one of my favorite genres of music.
- Tiger Mountain Peasant Song by Fleet Foxes can always calm me down.
- It's not good to rush into things.
- I don't like to let things go.